My Bad…

I hate that I keep randomly disappearing and losing the will to blog; mostly because I get so busy that I can’t even keep myself straight. Urgh. 


So, I did want to have a big old talk, a huge discussion, but I was BUSY when I thought of how I wanted to go about it. Of course. 


I guess I’ll fall back on the show that I’ve been watching most of the day: The 4400. 
I’m not sure if anyone here as watched it, but it’s amazing. 

As I told Z earlier today, I am now very skeptical about watching new shows. There have been people in my life that have demanded I watch certain things that I didn’t enjoy, that I had to force myself to get through, every godforsaken episode. And at the end of each, they’d ask if I enjoyed it, and I found myself lying right to their face, saying I enjoyed every second. 

Because of this, there are very few shows that I will watch upon the insistence of whomever states I absolutely -have- to. 

Moving from this, I have signed up for Netflix, and will try out anything I see on there, but if it doesn’t completely capture me within the first 10 minutes, I basically tell it to fuck off and move onto something else. Something I know I will enjoy, something that someone else has told me will be worth it, OR something that just feels pretty okay. 

This show, the 4400, is amazing. It blows my mind every episode, and is so deep, complex and connected… I love it. 

I am actually quite upset that I am on the last season of it; why it ended after 4 seasons, I will never know because I can’t be arsed to see why the end. 


I’m posting this from my laptop, not my netbook or computers at work. The harddrive has fried, given all the gaming that took place on it and the amount it was abused by said gaming habits, having it run 24/7. I’ve factory reset it and such, and it’s so far running well. I’ve not installed anything on it, and don’t have the intention of doing so. Just want it for blogging and Netflix; that’s all I seem to frigin do lately outside of working and reading. 


I do need to get to sleep soon, given that I have to wake up at 545, and be on the bus for 630. I will need tea and even a granola bar for a small breakfast. 

I could do with some tea now, but it’s almost 10pm, and I want to sleep well. I may grab a quick little something to eat, even though it’s after 8pm. 


Anyway… just wanted to really get a post done on this before it potentially dies. 

Enjoy your evening loves x I’ll post asap.