What being a successful, working author means to me

What being a successful, working author means to me.


i am taking her face and smoothing it along the glass at this. I am very close to this author and it kills me that things are being said that upset Her.



What a load

It’s been awhile since I’ve actually wanted to write, because I’m burying myself into books and other writing things.
Not sorry; just explaining.

I’m so conflicted with things. My heart is telling me one thing, and my head is saying another. Although there doesn’t seem to be any reason for the discrepancy. Le sigh.

My studies have been halted, because with all the turmoil, I need to just take things day by day.
And to top it all off, I’ve been so stressed and overtired that I’m sick again. Hacking and wheezing, sniffling and getting all blocked up in the head.
Bastard immune system.

I’ll have to take a trip to the doctor some time next week to see if it’s gone through a complete cycle of chest infection now or something. As per usual.

I’m at work right now, also as per usual, and should get back to it.

Figured I’d just update and write a little bit.
Blessed be.