I find my line of thinking quite amusing sometimes.
It was just last week that I had been talking about the fact that you can call upon your deity at any time, that you can talk to them without hesitation or thought, in and out of circle.
Yet, I woke this morning and became panicky, because today is one of our “Holy Days”, it is one of the Sabbats, and I had that sense of dread because if I miss out on circle this morning before work, even early in the morning, then I’ll have to wait until March 20th, 2012, for our Spring Equinox.
It was quite funny, because really, I don’t have to wait that long, but in that one instant, I was losing my mind.
Then I had to remember something which I read a year or so ago and have written. Which made me realize that everything is Her, and in Her, so no matter what, I can be with her, with Cernunnos, and all the others that just make up a small part of the Lord and Lady ♥
SONG OF THE GODDESS I am the Great Mother, worshipped by all creation and existent prior to their conscious-ness. I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal. I am the chaste Goddess of the Moon, the Lady of all magick. The winds and moving leaves sing my name. I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and my feet rest among the starry heavens. I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon. I am a field untouched by the plow. Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth. I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the harvest. I am clothed with the deep, cool wonder of the Earth and the gold of the fields heavy with grain. By me the tides of the Earth are ruled; all things come to fruition according to my reason. I am refuge and healing. I am the life-giving Mother, wondrously fertile. Worship me as the Crone, tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth. I am the wheel, the shadow of the Moon. I rule the tides of women and men and give release and renewal to weary souls. Though the darkness of death is my domain, the joy of birth is my gift. I am the Goddess of the Moon, the Earth, the Seas. My names and strengths are manifold. I pour forth magick and power, peace and wisdom. I am the eternal Maiden, Mother of all, and Crone of darkness, and I send you blessings of limitless love.