Hello dearest blog,
I apologize in advance for any spelling errors, as my laptop has messed off on me again, so I have resorted to using my netbook. It’s so small that you could fit about 3 of them on the keyboard of my laptop. So, bear with me.
I am exhausted, after having been so happy and full of energy today; being a woman, has reared its’ head during that wonderful time of the month, and I feel like I’m going to die.
I was actually hoping on casting circle tonight, to just sit (hopefully) and be absolutely one (despite the bone-chilling wind) with the Goddess. To feel her entire spirit encompass me, feeling the earth rise around me, and to feel weightless. I was so antsy, desperate for that feeling, and now.. with cramps that would seriously take down a rhino, I may need to just relax.
I am back home, and am hoping for something for supper here shortly.
I bet it will be delicious, no matter what.
I will keep the circle on the board for happening for now, as I did take about 400 mgs of Tylenol Muscle aches and pains, which has somehow worked for me before on these types of cramps.
The tragic thing? I had actually performed a bit of self-healing and hypnosis, and it worked for about 5 minutes, where I signed with relief, but I couldn’t actually keep it up because the pain was shooting down my legs, up and down my back and through my entire torso. So yeah… I failed horribly on that one.
Anyway, I do need to cut this short for now. I’ve a little something about Imbolc to write up later, but for now, I need more tea, more water, my electric blanket, possibly food, and to just wait for the knives to stop poking my uterus.
Blessed Be, all. I hope your weekend was fantastic.